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Friday, March 21st, 2003
8:47 am
hi haven been updating this journal for a realli long time....... haha great to see all of u anw. i woke up early cos i tot the posting results was coming out today at 8.30. oh well, so anxious that i forgot the date. wazzup manz, it's the 21st today and results is only out tomorrow. which means i'm still a Victorian. haiz 11 points wat to do? lol. hopefully moe dun post me to some stupid schools where i'll juz rot out there.
alright, abt the war thingy, actually it doesn't affect my life much la. but everything i read n listen is abt the war. be it the Straits Times, Times magazine, the news, internet..... can't they like set aside some space for smth else. turned in to channel news asia yest morning n realized that bush has declared war on iraq. halleilujah. many pple r gonna die. sad case.
anw, this holidays has been pretty idle for me. went back to school only on monday for CO practice n faculty captain interview. ok, i know wat u guys r thinking.
"Edwin being a faculty captain, eh joking or wat???????"
cos i tot not many guys in my faculty are going for it, so maybe i had a better chance. but having said that, i dun tink i can make it oso la. juz kinda went there for e experience. the interview was not as bad as i tot. at least the faculty captains did not ask me to seduce a banana or make a soft toy hard n errect from wat i heard were e questions posted to e other applicants. i mean, wat can u do to make a soft toy hard n errect. haha. stroke it, lick it....i dunno. if i'm selected, then it's cool. if i'm not, i wun take it to heart.
hmm, youth flying club interview in 2 weeks time which is great cos i've been waiting for this for a long time. 2 to 3 months i tink. hopefully, yfc will consider my competent face n let me get into yfc. n then i'll get over with all those ground lessons n instructor assisted flights, n eventually i'll make my first solo flight. but then again, it's still a long way to go.
didn't bother to do any homework this holidays cos i refuse to do it unless i'm comfirmed a place in VJC( which i dun tink will be e case) so i went to do more meaningful stuff like clocking cip hours in geyland east library. did 9 hours to date, but half of my time was spent reading magazines. =) sometimes, one must not only know how to work hard, but smart as well.
alright that's all for today. going for breakfast and then to the gym. till then, cyaz. muckz*

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Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
8:49 pm
phew, tiring day today. dance practices for church camp lasted from 10 this morning till 6.30 with a hour break and some games. and know wat, i finally got the trick in this stupid game called "Black Magic". i first played this game like 2 years ago and it took me 2 long years to get this stupid thing. sad thought manz. actually, i oso didn't really broke the magic myself lar, it was actually when i overheared someone revealing the trick to another idiot like me. haha. (hides face) alright, so my group kinda decided that we are gonna do a dance for our final item. so far, we've been doing very well. the dance wasn't that hard though, juz added some para para moves in the middle. and the song is a remix of songs which i found it pretty original. and yar, so far we've been doing very well and Team Extreme will hit the camp with a BANG! Amen.
then cliff shared with us some racist jokes during lunch which was hell disgusting and racist to the extreme. u wun wanna hear them. they r definitely more racist than the ones daojie told me. and i guess Ruth, hu happens to be the only Indian in the group, heard it and got realli pissed. so at the end of the dance session, Cliff made a public apology to her.
ok, other than church camp, there's oso the trip to hongkong. i'm pretty excited abt that cos it's like 1 MORE WEEK!!!!!! OMG. i'm excited. but there seems to be many problems. firstly, there's the hotel problem which happens to be situated in a gangster paradise and next the airplanes, the travel agency said that they wouldn't fuarentee that we will go there and return safely. wat fuck! nvm, that's not gonna dampen my spirits. i'm bent on making this trip. and i'm blessed.
anw, gotta go watch my ghost ship vcd liaoz b4 i return it to my cuzzie. so bye for now.

current mood: lazy

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Sunday, November 24th, 2002
12:47 am
geez, emily juz told me that the hotel which we booked is in a gangster paradise. that's certainly worth reconsidering. and jess's mother is not in singapore now. so i guess we'll have to wait till monday to come up with a decision. haiz, juz can't understand why is such a simple hongkong trip so complicated? everything oso must worry. now i know why the government keep on boasting that singapore is one of the safest countries in the world. heard that secret societies in hongkong are very scary, much much more intimidating than singapore gangsters. urgh, feeling the creeps now.
anw, went to watch harry potter today, all alone. how fun! everybody has watched it already, except me. so wat to do. kinda forgot the story already, the names oso. the onli names which i'm familiar with was harry potter, of course, and draco malfoy. that's all! hehz. the show was 2 hours 30 min. but it certainly didn't seem like 2.5 hours. the show was not bad. much better than the guru i must say. haiz, better tok abt that show larz. wasted my money for such a lame, plotless and meaningless show. thanx to mervyn, anthony and brian, i had to endure such rubbish. i wouldn't have seen it if they hadn't talked abt the show. cos i was too busy to see the advertisements shown in the movie theatres. haiz, suan4 le4 lar. i'm awaiting lord of the rings. it shud be opening soon i guess. the advertisement seemed very impressive. and it's definitely a must see show. i haven read the 2nd book though. still stuck at the first. (hides face)
alrite, that's all i've to say today.

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Friday, November 22nd, 2002
9:20 pm
I wanna die ARHZZZZZZZ. just hit the gym juz now for the first time and i didn't know it wud be so fucking tough. and that gym instructor is like a commando manz. he doesn't allow me to use my mobile phone in the gym so that i can concentrate. then he stood by the side ensuring that i accomplished the tasks he set for me. The chin up exercise is hell tough. but wat to do, must perservere. haiz. but i must say that he's way better than Ang Eng Choon who just tells us to do the log exercise and he went to drink kopi in the canteen with his kopi-mates, namely tiger tan and another teacher.
well, i went to visit wan lin in the afternoon with lynette, merv, sherlyn, emily and jessica in mount elizabeth. she's rather poor thing manz. can't believe that she's been stuck in that hospital since nov 17. and she can't even escape from the windows cos it's so high. lol, try to escape sure will breack some bones one. and i guess the food wouldn't be appealing oso. hopefully, we can bring her some chao gui diao, briani, chicken rice or smth. but come to think of it, she wun eat it oso. haiz, giving the o's a miss is bad enough, and now she has to be stuck in the hospital with fixed visiting hours. such a poor soul. i'm juz hoping that she can recover soon so that miss goh can treat 4F to something. (evil grin) nvm, i'll pray for her in church this sunday.
feel so damn tired, aiya tomorrow go run a treadmill lar. hehz so fun. then can lose some weight. and in 15 min time, Unbeatables is gonna start. oh yea. alrite then, bye bye.

current mood: restless

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Thursday, November 21st, 2002
5:51 pm
alright, i'm back at my journal after like 2 weeks. oh yea, O's finally ended. thank god. it's been a hell of a year for me. i'm not gonna be a sec 4 again, which means even i've to go like serangoon JC, i WON'T retain. but well, i guess the chance of me going to serangoon JC is about 10% lar. haha. Thank god O's is over. phew. and now i've got hell lot's of time and it's the feeling of all the things that u plan to do, but dunno where to start! heh. let's see, other than the hongkong trip on the 11th and church camp on the 18th, i wud like to watch harry potter, lord of the rings, and james bond, apply for the singapore sports council's Basic Exercise Course, learn guitar. oh gosh, so many things! ARHZ! and of course, there's prom nite and there comes another worry. wat am i gonna wear? i can't possibly wear tuxedos. that wud be way too elaborate and i'll definitely look like a clown in the ballroom. and yea, something about the hongkong trip, jessica changed the flight from china airlines to United airlines which is of course, more expensive. but well, china airlines sux. the pilots r definitely pple u can trust, the food i'm not realli that sure oso. pple go for china airlines bcos it's cheap. the cost is like half of the price of singapore airlines. when jessica told me that we were going for china airlines, i was so confused. cheap or safe? but if i had the choice, i wud have gone for china airlines cos i tot i woudn't be so unlucky. and the most impt thing is that we can save $$$$$$.
alrite, here's a personal opinion on the latest Amazing race team, Team 911. i tink they r bunch of idiots with no fucking sense of direction and always depend on other teams. good thing they get eliminated. serves them rite. :P
alrite then, i'll go play my games now. till nxt time

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Tuesday, November 5th, 2002
9:39 pm
hey hey hey, i'm back! haven been updating in this journal for a week. pretty busy though. today was juz crazy. 3 papers in a single day... ulala. felt so sleepy juz now during english paper 2, but suddenly become so energy-bound now. ironic huh? the thought of watching i guess3 later at 11.30 juz turns me on.
after social studies paper, i went home to rest for a while. i juz can't stand the feeling of hanging around in school and waiting for 4 hours for english paper to start and english is the one unique subject which u can't study. dun ask me why those china scholars can study english, cos i seriously dun know. so i went home play a bit of daidee and lie on the bed semi-awake. i couldn't bear to close my eyes (though the temptation was very great) because i was afraid that i might not wake up in time to go to school. then i cannot take english which means i cannot promote! i wouldn't want to be the only one retaining manz. staring at the ceiling, i tot of some interesting exciting adventure stories, planning to write them to impress the examiners. then i oso think of wat to do after o's.
and after paper 1, it turned out that all the plots i had in mind could not be used. they were so god damn original lor. and cambrige came out with naive topics like cannot open new house with keys, embarrassed situation in restaurant, things to tok with my mum. Fuck, i want my settings of my story to be in the jungle, then i can tok about all those exciting duels with bears and stuff yer know. aiya, dun care lar. i tink i disgraced myself enough by writing a childish compo. i myself dun even know why i was disgracing myself. that was a torturoue one hour writing that damn essay. paper 2 wasn't that bad. but the qns are really testing one's english standard man. everything in ur own words. then summary oso in ur own words. wao, i strained my brain to think of all the possibilties to replace the word.
HCL paper on friday. gotta study chi yu shou ce again. haiz.

current mood: satisfied
current music: because u loved me- celine dion

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Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
4:02 pm
physics pracrical today and it signifys the last practical that i will do in my 4 years in dunman high. so glad that i wun have to do practical for like the next 2 plus months. pple hu are taking arts next year can jolly well rejoice since they wun have to do any more practicals in the future.
alright, physics practical was harder than i tot. no circuit, to my disappointment. yeah, yer know, jockey and stuff. instead, the question was about refraction. plottong the graph and finding the refractive index of the glass box. any person who study physics wud have known that the refractive index of a glass box is 1.5. but i got a 1.4. i guess it shud be ok lar, since experimental errors are taken into consideration.
first written paper starts in 6 days time. the next 4 weeks will be like hell. i can imagine myself mugging till late nitez, and getting less than 7 hours sleep. i know getting less than 7 hours sleep is kinda normal for many pple, but a pig like me desperately needs 7 and half hours sleep. and taking into account that i used to sleep at least 8 hours in the past, that's quite a remarkable feat for me! at least i've broken that 7 hours barrier. but well, i realized that sleeping is such a waste of time. many successful pple sleep less than 3 hours a day. gosh, how did they do that? i'm trying to break the 6 hour mark next. hopefully, i can do so by the end of this year.
rite then, i'm getting some sleep. zzzzzzzzzzz

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Sunday, October 27th, 2002
1:56 am
hey hey. it's nearly one now and i'm still very much awake. the cup of cappucino was real powerful manz. i'm currently in the process of studying for my social studies. back suffering again from the propaganda. this wud be my last time studying social studies, hopefully. tot that everything will be over after SS prelims but after more than a month of indulgance in other subjects, the all too familiar SS red and green guide books are back resting on my study table again. haiz. but nvm, i'm only concentrating on Singapore, and it will only be Singapore. wondering when will the government stop this SS nonsence. yea, i know, the Singapore governtment is fantastic, but i dun tink there's a need to drill all these knowledge into the innocent minds of us Sec 4 students. alright, i tink i shall stop being a retard and carry on with those SS crap.
Arsenal lost AGAIN. 3rd consecutive loss in 8 days. before that, they were like unbeaten for 30 games or so. total crap manz. have they taken the wrong medicine or smth? this nonsence better stop soon and Arsenal better win it's nxt match. although i'm not an ardent supporter of Arsenal, but at least seeing them win is better than looking at michael owen and co extending their lead at the top of the table. they are currently 4 points clear. urgh, that juz piss me off.
rite then, it's late, better go. gd nitez everyone. sweet dreams! god bless :)

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Friday, October 25th, 2002
5:11 pm
woken up at 3 by the vibration of my handphone which was placed beside my pillow. realized that it was Mervyn's sms that caused the vibration. he told me that Rob was voted out in Survivor. i was wondering when can he stop being so irritating by telling us hu got voted out, or which team got eliminated in the amazing race and stuff. it realli spoils the excitement. but on the other hand, he reminded that there was Survivor today. gosh, i nearly forgot. i've been thinking abt yesterday's chem pract, Social Studies yeah, and Survivor kinda slipped off my mind. so i turned on the tv with my eyes half-closed/opened, and heard the theme song.
the show ended with Rob, of course, voted out. at the end of the show, i sorta realized how hypocritical humans can be to achieve wat they want. look at the way the Sook Jai members treated Rob. they can be acting like real buddies, hugging, laughing here and there......watever. but they still voted for Rob. but i guess Rob brought it all upon himself. he did not build up the trust with his fellow members. and TRUST is absolutely important in this game. haiz, it's sad for me to see him go. cos i realli hate shii ann. the way she looks, she smiles, she dresses, she EATS, watever. juz hope that she wun win.
half a day gone, didn't realli do much except for sleep, tv and com. gotta buck up now. one week more to first written paper.

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Tuesday, October 22nd, 2002
6:44 pm
yoz, wazzup journal! didn't update u for yesterday, but i'm back again. haha.
anw, juz came back home from biology practical exams. it's the first paper, and i wanted to do well to kinda like boost my morale for my following papers. and i tink i did! i felt fairly confident after i've done my papers. and proudly to say, i did all by myself. no cheating. cos nearly all my answers are very close to wanlin's and merv's. yeah, so that made me all the more assured. maybe the kiwi drawings will pull me down a bit. cos mrs lim has never let us draw kiwis. guess kiwis are too expensive to be used as pratice specimens lar. my kiwi drawing was kinda wierd yer know. at first it was ok, but after i drew the loculus, the drawing doesn't look like a kiwi after all. then the thinking qn ask us to estimate how many seeds are there in the whole kiwi. lame man. how stupid can the qn get. i had a hard time intepreting the drawing. spent 15 min looking at the qn. i didn't bother to squeeze out all the seeds in every quarters, thought they told us to do so. i counted for onli 1 quarter and i times 4. quite reasonable rite? ok watever, at least i got 1000 plus seeds. 1800 to be exact. pple are getting 1500 around there. so shud be fine lar, i guess.
then the first question was abt osmosis. yeah, the usual potato and sucrose solution and stuff. felt that it was a replicate of the prelim papers. so i was quite confident. except that i had a realli tough time cutting those potato slices. guess i need to do more housework. haiz. as usual, i edited the results to make it look more realistic. but u see, if i dun do that, most probably my graph will look wierd and marks will be deducted. so i was juz trying to be clever. i do that for almost every practical. physics, chemistry, biology. u name it. well, that's me. haha.
tired now, have to start on chem pract tomorrrow. that's the kind of life foe me right now. lifeless, monotonous, lame........

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Monday, October 21st, 2002
9:31 am
it's pretty early now. 8.12am on a monday morning. woke up at 7.30, which is quite remarkable if u consider the fact that i slept at 2 last night. no alarms this time though. i was expecting myself to lie in bed until 9 or smth. but hey, working up early is good. at least i've gotten some precious time ahead of my biology practical paper tomorrow. haven realli studied for bio pract cos i've been putting a lota effort into the theory part.
accomanied my auntie to lunch yesterday afternoon. yer know, she's been a great auntie to me since day 1, so it's only right that i shud accompany her since she requested. ok, so roamed around tao payoh central for a place to eat. decided to settle in a food court. yah, so after that, we went in search of some jewellery shops to buy some earrings, not for me of course. it's meant for my cousin for her 21st birthday. went to LEE Hwa Jewellery first, cos the stuff there look posh and my aunt trusted them. the boredom settled in as she kept asking for my opinion. wat the hell! how i know, i wouldn't care about all these stuff. we left Lee Hwa w/o buying anything cos my aunt found that the earrings which she like exceeded her budget. anw, i tot since it's a gift, it shouldn't be so expensive also. proceeded to the shop opposite Lee Hwa, which is Soo Kee. it looked more lively. i dunno why. finally, my aunt bought her stuff. pretty cool. it was a danggling earring with a small little diamond on it. if i'm not wrong, it costs $178. Manz, nobody has ever bought a present which costs that much for me.nvm, at least we finished buying wat we want, which means that i can go bach home to sleep.
long day ahead. slightly more than 24 hours to bio pract. getting a little nervy now. alright, gotta go do my studies.

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Friday, October 18th, 2002
6:06 pm
i went for raffles and hwa chong open houses with brian and mervyn. but b4 that, i went for history remedial though. ended at 9, so realize that i still had 1hr 45 min more left b4 i meet those bastards at buona vista mrt. and singapore is so small, so the journey wouldn't take that long even if it's from east to west, i tot. so reached there at 10.20 and saw ellery and ah po there. so chat with them for a while b4 they left with chong wan. soon after stephanie and brian, then merv came. vrian was wearing a blue t shirt and steph as usual was wearing a tank top. ok fine. found out that RJ is so small, about the size of dunman high, smaller maybe. if foreigners came, they wouldn't have guessed that this is one of the best schools in singapore. cos the building looked pathetic, giving the impression that it was gonna collapse any time. but the RJ pple more than made up for it. they were juz fantastic. the moment we went in, we received a warm welcome by the ushers and there was oso a tour guide to bring us around the school. the tour guide was from chinese high. forgot his name though. went to climb the wall. the wall was not veri high, so decided to give it a try anw. couldn't push myself up the wall initially cos my shoe had no friction, then i keep falling. so i changed into the rock climbing shoes which provided more grip. it was better. i managed to push myself up finally. but i stopped halfway cos i was tired and strained my groin. but i promise, if i go RJ nxt year, i will definitely conquer it.
then went to see the cheerleading stuff. ooh the RJ gurls damn chio. totally wonderful manz. as we were abt to leave that time, we heard a guy singing jay chou songs with the band. he's totally insulting jay chou lor. sing out of tune, somemore still want to act seh. WE want SUCHANG!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok left for hc nxt. school compound is marvelous, no doubt it's the most beautiful college/sec sch in singapore. but the pple are boring. no tour guide to bring us around. saw the soccer training. it's pathetic. playing like amateurs. i mean, although i'm not that good, but i expect better performances from a soccer team. defenders making schoolboy errors. midfielders can't hold on to possession, and can't pass. strikers, worst, can't even shoot from a few metres out. haiz... no wonder they were kicked out in the first round. i bet keng yang wud be disgusted by this. and this alone, wud make him tink twice abt his mother's advice of going to HC. i tink brian and alan go there can immediately go first team already. Jc1s breaking into the first team.... wat's this manz?
getting a little late, so caught a bus home. HC is not realli far from my house, in fact it's a little nearer than vj. but the pple there are cheena and boring. and that's enough.

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Thursday, October 17th, 2002
7:31 pm
went remedial today. well, it's the 1st time i went remedial this week cos got history and physics extra lessons. history starts onli at 9.15, so i tot might as well go for the english remedial lessons in the morning. yea, my english isn't that good and pple like mervyn and justin are going, so i tot why not. actually, miss yee isn't that bad i tot. juz that sometimes she toks in such a monotonous tone, and reults in pple misunderstanding her intentions. yupz. physics was crap, wasted my time. i kinda expected it cos ms wong said that she was gonna go thru the chinese high papers and stuff. yea, but i didn't do them cos my focus was on TYS. so she went rattling on non-stop. and i didn't give a damn on wat she said. basically, i was day dreaming, tinking abt the amazing race and hu is gonna be eliminated. pretty lame huh. yah i know, but i couldn't be bothered with the lessons.
after that, 4D wanted to play soccer. didn't have the urge to play actually especially under the scorching sun on this thursday afternoon. but well, i played in the end. and i suppose this is the worst performance i ever put in recent months. every touches i made dun seem to go rite. haiz... dun tok abt it.
reached home at 2.30. realized that there was still 30 min more to go. my mum was nice to make me a bowl of noodles when i told her i was hungry. thanx MUM. *Muackz* then after that, merv sms me to say that denise and andrew was eliminated. ARHz he sux. he juz broke the suspense. MERV, please please dun do it nxt time. kaiz?
tried to sleep for a little while, but realized that i can't sleep. urgh. so decided to play daidee to waste time, as usual. haha. the cards were juz so good, that i won 7 rounds in a row, and thrash them flat. have to wake up early tomorrow again for history remedial. i hate it manz. realli.

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Wednesday, October 16th, 2002
4:30 pm
slept juz now. afternoon naps have become a must in my timetable schedules. realize that it's the key to late nitez. no wonder last time i could onli last to 10 when pple are like sleeping at 1 or possibly later.
anw, realised yesterday that the first paper, which happens to be bio practical, is on the 22nd instesd of the 27th which i tot it was supposed to be. careless me. but i guess it's better to be careless now than to be careless later. i wouldn't want to regret my actions after o's. so i highlighted the days which i had papers on my hp calendar, then sort of planned my timetable a bit.
slept at 1 yesterday. cos got i guess3. it was quite boring yesterday lar, then some chinese terms i dun realli quite understand. like the bin1 lang2 xi1 shi1. wat's that? onli the last part entertained me.
planning to do physics tys later. all this revision is killing me. late nights aren't for me. guess that's the reason for the sudden outbreak of pimples on my face. cos i heard late nights do results in pimples. nvm, tink i'll have to bear with it for another 1 more month and that's it. all the sufferings and tortures wud be gone.

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Tuesday, October 15th, 2002
10:35 am
it's tuesday and there are no remedials which are worth going today, which explains why i'm so free typing this entry on this early morning. anw, a guy called me yesterday to inform me that i've won some gifts for some sort of design competition. i was beggining to wonder if this was a prank call cos i've NEVER taken part in any designing competition. Does Edwin Siew reminds u of a person hu designs nice stuff? No rite. the autograph books i wrote juz tells it all. but on the other hand, i tot, maybe i've won some lucky draw that i've entered years ago that i've long forgotten. then after that, when that guy comfirmed my identity, i realized thaat he was supposed to call 98287994, and NOT 5. haiz, the gifts are meant for Mr Raimond Tay. wtf. nvm, maybe in the future, i can still design something and win such gifts.
did Chinese High A maths paper yesterday. the questions dun "look" hard, yer know, but i juz can't get the fucking answer. damn irritating manz. so i decided to juz sleep and maybe the nxt morning, when i'm refreshed, i can tink of a solution. But i still can't. wat the hell. aiya, i give up liaoz lar. i'm beggining to hate maths more nowadays especially i can't do more and more questions that come my way. remembered that Maths was my favourite subject cos i could basically solve almost all the questions. My A* in PSLE is a testimony of that.
still haven decided wat to study today though. all the TYS mcqs completed. maybe i'll juz study Biology today. ok so that's it.

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Monday, October 14th, 2002
5:52 pm
juz realized from the news that Bali has been blasted by, hu else, the terrorists. 187 pple died. that's realli terrible man. Bali is such a nice and beautiful place. guess nobody will go Bali this coming holiday liaoz. and i heard that many of the casualties included Australians. haiz, so sad. i mean Australians are wonderful pple and they juz dun desearve to die. my hatred for the malay has been cemented after this incident. yer know, malays are always the ones hu are disrupting world peace. Even in singapore, those young malay boys look so idiotic and detestable. hopefully, no malays wud read this or i will be in deep trouble for going against racial harmony. but i suppose nobody malays wud read this entry lar since the frens i added are all chinese. dunno y mervyn, anthony, and brian dislike indians so much. i tot indians are alright lar, except that some of them smell a little. at least, they are not so idiotic as Malays hu juz like to make a fool of themselves in public.
woo, this entry is highly racist man, comtemplating whether i shud make it private anot. aiyah, i guess it wud be alright to make it public lar. maybe i'll have to interact with malays nxt year in an english school to change my impression of them, i guess.
anw, hasn't realli got into the mood of studying, so i decided to finsh the mcqs in Biology tys. yeah, at least i'm not wasting time. realized that many of the dhs prelim questions are extracted from the tys. not juz mcqs, some of the structured qns are like "copy and paste" into the prelim papers. if onli i had done those qns, then maybe i wud have gotten an a1. shud have realized that there are onli a pathetic 2 bio teachers and Mrs Lim and Mdm Sim aren't the most hardworking teachers around. it wud have been unrealistic for them to think of all the questions themselves. but nvm, i tink some of those tys questions wud be repeated in this year's o levels. hopefully so.
haiz, there's nobody online. everybody shud be mugging now. so i suppose i must go. so till then...... bye

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Sunday, October 13th, 2002
7:01 pm
hasn't realli got into the mood of studying, bcos of the simple fact that i dun know where to start. it's like we have studied all the theory and all the momerizing part have been done b4 prelims. and we are juz doing prelim papers from other schools. sometimes, i feel that doing these papers are juz not getting us anywhere. maybe for some of them, they do. cos many of the papers are so difficult that it is inrealistic to set for o levels. everyday seems so lifeless now, especially o's is coming in 2 weeks time. and it juz doesn't help when pple keep counting down to o levels. it makes me all the more nervous.
the 7210 is out in the market now. hasn't realli got a look at it along the streets. cos i've not gone down to orchard or some handphone shops yet. i thought it wud be pretty cool and unique. yea, the number pads is a strange one and the colour is pink. but i tot pink wud be unsuitable for guys though. a change of covers wud be ideal for the guys. yeah. ok juz realized frm merv that the cover isn't pink, it's gold. and the screen got colour one. wao, that must be pretty cool huh. dun think there's many pple hu possesses the phone now. cos it's simply too expensive and it's way too much for a poor guy like me. nvm i'll stick to my 6510 and stare with admiration. haiz.

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9:43 am
i went VJ open house yesterday. supposedly, i was to meet lynette and co. in vj canteen. but i reached there at 10.30 cos i slept late. surprsingly, the school was already quite crowded at that time. so wandered around searching for pple i know. and i found samantha outside LT 5 and she told me that those pple are inside. so i went into LT 5 and found kenny and zhirong. basically the principal's speech was abt the same as last time and there's the usual propaganda video.
then there was this performance in the VJC performance theatre. started off with CO, guitar, and and ended off with guitar. aiya, their CO is pathetic lar. the principal didn't even bother to introduce much about it. and the choir made a fool of themselves by dancing and singing at the same time, unlike the usual stuff of standing there and singing. but at least the choir entertained me the most out of the three.
after that, i went to play soccer with those vs guys. and i tink we won. heard frm Laphang that the VJ soccer team is veri well- respected there. but the training is damn hectic. soccer in vj is basically a 2 in 1 cca. cross country and soccer. monday, wednesday, friday, train with X country team run 10km. tuesday and thursday, saturday play the ball. crazy man. their captain is a no 11 who runs like a gay. dunno hu agreed with me on that. but hu cares, he's the captain. and he said, "dun worry abt the training, it will only benefit u" wat the hell. that's about it lor and we left VJC w/o brian. cos he wanted to see the piano ensemble and we were juz not in the hell interested.
and yes, the esplanade opened yesterday. dun realli know wat's the situation is like out there cos i was too tired to make my way to suntec city and there wasn't much coverage on TV. emily asked along to watch a concert. but i told her i had no cash lar. the ticket costs $16. actually if the concert was held at the esplanade, it wud be damn worth the money. as yer know, in the future, tickets to concerts held in the esplanade wud cost at least 40 bucks. and edwin is such a poor boy hu juz doesn't have so much cash. anw, i tink my auntie booked a hotel room at Marina Mandrain to watch the fireworks. but i guess none of my relatives bothered to go there. haiz, suppose she juz wasted her cash like that. aiya, if i know nobody want to go, then i wud have gone there to pei2 her. i was assuming that there wud be lotsa of my relatives going. and the thought of having to squeeze with ten over pple in 2 rooms juz kinda puts me off. If only. but as my class pple said, there's no "IF" in this world. yah lar, i guess it's true.

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Friday, October 11th, 2002
6:38 pm
it's finally friday. and it's oso the last day of school. i've been looking forward to this day for like one and a half week. finally, i can sleep till 9 everyday and study according to my own pace. i dun like the feeling of being restriceted to listening wat teachers want us to do. i tink studying to my own pace wud be more effective. nevertheless, i'm still going for history remedial. History is my onli humanities, and i can't afford to take any chances. hmmm, better go for zullikhan's lessons and she will screw the hell out of u. i guess onli jessica is not going for history. cos i guess she mpresumed that she doesn't need them since she got a 86 for combined humanities. but personally, i dun tink it's a very wise choice cos anything can happen in the exams rite? watever, i can't interfere in her decisions anw.
can feel the cramps in my legs now after playing soccer in the afternoon as well as recess. the game during recess wasn't realli one of the best. b4 the game even started, zhanghao already buai3 song4 us for not cooperating and playing a fool. and as the game wore on, it got even worse. the 4I pple especially Zhanghao, boon wee and benny started scolding and cursing the sec 2s in the their team. words like "fuck, chee bye" always
rang in my ears every now and then. i'm totally disgusted man. i mean, soccer is a game where u have fun instead of cursing and ranting at everyone. c'mon lar, they are onli sec 2s. i believe that time is needed for them to improve. the game in the afternoon was much much better. at least the word "Fuck" was not heard. i despise that word. and there were laughters throughout the game which is good. mervyn was so cocky when he kept a clean sheet for nearly half and hour. then came the goal rush which started off with kenny. 4 goals in 10 min ensured his silence. lol. that shud teach him a lesson or 2.
anw, going for VJ open house tomorrow and i'm gonna see wat's so attractive abt that place. those pple are meeting at 10 and most probably i'll meet them there. i'm gonna sleep to relax my legs. cyaz journal!

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Thursday, October 10th, 2002
5:00 pm
had a terrible flu early this morning. i juz can't seem to stop the mucus from flowing out of my nose and the feeling was totally horrible. u become sleepy and lose all concentration. in the end, i did not listen to wat mrs lim was toking about and i juz copied the answers down. tot probably i could have understood those stuff with the answers alone. after recess, my sickness sorta get better. and the flu suddenly stopped. it was great, yer know. especially after i had used nearly one packet of Weijin's tissue paper stopping the disgusting mucus from coming out. lessons ended early on thursdays at 1.15. it came at a perfect time for me cos my energy was almost drained out by the flu this morning. so i went home immediately to watch Amazing Race 3. as i had expected, the black siblings were eliminated. yeah, i'm racist. i juz hate BLACKS! the teams went for a swim with the dolphins. it must have been an incredible feeling as dolphins are the one of the cutest mammals on earth. and i got to catch a glimpse of some of the contestants in sexy bikinis. Wooh =) and of course, the twins were showing of their bodies to the camera again. but nobody can deny that they have fantastic bodies man. juz look at the muscles, solid 6 packs. wonder how many hours of training have been spent into getting that body shape?
anw, remy ong got a remarkable $666,666 for his haul of 3 gold medals. that's a lot yer know. i tink that amount of money can buy me a Lambourgini, maybe w/o the coe in singapore. imagine getting a posh car juz from bowling. wat the hell. i'm totally disgusted. but nevertheless, remy still deserves some credit for his efforts. but $666,666 is too much. i dun tink those China atheletes who won more than 3 golds are awarded even half of this sum of money. the singapore sports council is realli generous man. haiz, i dun think i can achieve this feat lar cos i'm juz not talented in sports. nvm, i shall pursue other things and probably i will earn more than $666,666 in erm... let's say, 2 years. hmmm, that's fair i tink.

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